My Life Story ♥

You know .. No body hands us a book full of rules to read once we’re in this world. So once we make a mistake we could fix it easily because the books tells us what to do. We discover stuff in this world that sometimes we don’t understand how or why it happens. They just do, and sometimes they have no answers, it just leaves us with lots of questions. When we’re kids we grow into teenagers, we grow into adults, we grow into old people and then grasp everthing we have and we die. When we’re kids, we don’t think about anything and we don’t care what we say. We just say and do the things we do because we’re kids. We don’t know better. When we’re kids, we’re innocent. We don’t see the world the same way how teenagers see it. Kids see the world like a playground, unlike teenagers. Well, teenagers see the world like if it’s the end of the world. Teenagers are jerks, cold hearted, sometimes even “assholes” but within all this we do have feelings. Teenagers are jerks because we go through things that are unexpected in our lives so act a certain way that we don’t get to realize. Teenagers are cold hearted because we have been hurt emotionally so many times that we don’t care about anything else but ourselves. Teenagers are “assholes” because we don’t believe in anything that anyone tells us anymore. Though, we have feelings because through everything we go through, in out hearts, we still have hope and faith that something will turn around in our lives and things will be fine down the line. Then, we get to learn all the “do’s” and “don’ts” and become adults. Adults take care of their responsibilties and are stressed half the time. That’s why they go out and have drinks with their friends, and when they do it’s like a weight lifted off their shoulders. Adults get to understand why things are in life. Why the gay’s are gay’s. Why we shouldn’t discriminate against anyone, and if we do have a problem with anyone we would just keep our distance away from them, or just settle it and talk to one another. Adults know that the certain things that the president and government says to us, are sometimes full of “bs” and as adults we would have to just be independent because always depending on someone will get you no where in life. We understand that being a adult is difficult but we grow through it and become old citizens. Old people still make the mistake of always wanting to help our kids when they should learn on their own. Old people get to relax but not too much in certain ways. Old people get to see everyone grow but everyone else don’t know that the old people know’s that one day or another they will die soon. Then, we get to die. The death of being either too old or of a sickness. Though, when we’re in bed trying to have that one good memory when they was a kid, a teenager, an adult and when their old we get to realize that life isn’t that bad at all. That at some moment and time we would have to take risks at a stage of our life. If we’re willing to take that risk and prepare ourselves mentally that we could make our dreams come true because in reality you can, you just need to put your whole body strength and mind to it. Because when you’re old you don’t want to be in bed trying to catch your last breathe asking yourself “what if?”. What if I asked that girl/boy out? What if I went to chase my dreams? What if? We only live once. But don’t also go crazy doing something stupid just because we only have “one life”. Go do something productive with your life. Do something that makes you happy. Be with someone that brings joy into your life every night and day.

Okay so. I believe everyone could go for their dreams. If their your dreams make them come true. It doesn’t matter what you want to do. If that’s what makes you happy inside and out, then chase your dreams instead of saying how much you want them. If you don’t do something about it, either you keep on complaining, or you just regret of not doing anything about it, and that would be just the worst feeling ever. You keep on complaining because you don’t have money to get where you want to be, but yet again why not just get a job? Then, you would regret it because you did absolutely nothing to reach where you wanted to be, but then yet why you didn’t make the effort? Then there’s also when you do anything possible to get so close. So close to the point where your almost there but you don’t know what’s left so you could finally make it. So there’s that conscience telling your head, “your not going to make it” but then there’s also your people. Your people that has been there for you since day one that tells you, “don’t give up, your almost there.” And I just love those people because they give you that little push that you needed all along and it’s good because you wind up making it. You shouldn’t let anyone or anything stop you from reaching your goals because when you get older the least thing that you would want to be on your mind is, “what if?” That is the worst feeling that you could feel just because someone decided to put your future down.